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Journey of loveGrowing Pains ...... 1月4日 . Because of u... I have not thought happines can come to me so closely. As everything has been arranged ahead of time by heaven. Every step gradually comfortes me. Thanks u for every small pieces of moving moment u birng to me I believe... U know how to deal with common things orderly. U know how to make u get easy. U know how to get happy according to easy ways. U know how to comforte someone with ur unique ways.
U r the one...
u r the one that can accompany with me in the later life. U r the one that r wiilling to share with the bittness and happines with me. U r the one that can offer me support and encourgement befind me. U r the one i want to get married.
On my way... I will love u on my way. I will analyse myself deelply, throw away bad things. I will read ur mind on my way. i will try my best to let u become the happiess gril in the world.
1月1日 . Different 2009... Forget the past, keep moving and look forward in the future. Finally,I have found a place to calm dowm myself. The peace of land. It's time to change the direction. As i know, where is my destination. Because of u... It's the final meet, combination.From now no, you are the one that i can rely on the way of being powful, mature, considerabl, responsible. Thanks everything u have given to me.
U and the one have not come to this world -----猪顾丽 12月21日 .In this strange city When i look back, i was thought i know this city. As the memory exists in my head. Also there are many friends in here. I am the last one to be here. Some of them have adapted this city. They have their living style. They know how to be more adapter in this city. When i realise it, i know i have to do something. The thing i still haven't come up with. Open myself I find i am a quite person. Althought i didn't admit it before. A close friend of mine once told me i should open myself. I should communicate with others more. I think it's rational. It can change my angle of looking at the things. Friends are important in every person's life. Don't waste any time of doing any stupid things. If tired, come to ur friends. Chat with them. Even things are not imporatant. Just the tiny things of dailly life. As i know What u talk is not important. The imporatance is that u can get somthing from this kind of way. Obviously it depends urself. Calm down myself to do some valuable things. Can i achieve it? The answer will be seen in the later. 11月16日 .Love has no bound When coming up with this saying, it took me a little while to think about it deeply. Monkey can take care of the little tiger harmoniously. This is the purest love. Compared with other tiny things, there is nothing to pay too much attention on them. Leave these behind your head. Arrogant VS Modest When watching the moive named beautiful mind again, i found talent's mind is extraordinary. They don't have much time to deal with unimportant things. Just leave it was. They even don't like talking with other people. As they think they have something more important to do. I don't hope i could be the one. But i do hope i can get close to it. Just spending my time more meaningful. 11月8日 .Once in the small circle Then circle became bigger Gradually these circles became the unerased memories Different stage, different circle. When i look back, it can come out once in a while. The feeling is full of joy. I do hope it can happen frequently. Coz it's not only the temporal joy. It can remind sth. I can prove the pass by own eyes. But i don't the ability to know the furture. If i pass through this period of time with my imagination, then it comes to the furture of furture. When i was in the bigger circle, i just don't want to have any regrets. Once i chose the escaping, then today i choose to face it bravely, and then then i won't have less regrets. 11月2日 .Where am i Who am i Who i can be Where i can go Dig out of every tiny piece thoughts from my head. Then show it without any hiding. Tought reality i gotta face. I have faced it. Maybe i have accepted. I am afraid of being silenct. I am afraid of spending time alone. Althought most of time i have to face it. Then every unacceptable things can happen. Eventually, i will take them. If i have the braveness to write it down. I think i have the braveness to change it. Once i get close to the happiness so close. Then i didn't have any mood to enjoy it. If i go on being older. Who can i be, where can i go. God pls tells me. Once i was a honest and innocent boy. 7月6日 .Different july... Doing someting i don't dare to do... Doing something i always wanna do... The first time i remember the special day of July 4th. Once i saw a qq signature saying 'the happiness u get depends on the degree u open to the outside world'. More or less, i agree with that. Most of situation, i don't belong to this group. I should find a degree to balance. Yesterday, i called many old friends, knew what they are doing. Different guy has different way of spending the time. Someone is learning continusly. Someone is still working even yesterday was Sunday. Someone is getting close to be happy. The last guy is me. I don't mean i am a blue guy. As this kind of happiness, i seldom get it since i have been sh. Next step, i plan to purchase a digital camera. Maybe except the happiness i get in my mind, i can also store it as a real memory. It's not a bad idea to take photoes of something is happening in this world. 6月15日 .Final graduation.... 2.5 years...Everyone owns different meomry... But fortunately, it is made up with u and me... No more beer, no more embrace, no more goodbye, no more tears.my final graduation has passed. At the moment of remembering it, it has been the past. When classmates were around me, i was thinking about how to finish my thesis, get a satisfied job, wait for the next NBA season game and my next film...However, when i am in this situation, what i think about is the next. The next of my future. I has passed about 1/3 of my life. The time of future needs for more thoughts. Every decision i make is not a just easy decision. To be more mature is needed on the way of growing up. So, in the next half year that is the final ease time, i can be more childish. Once i read KK's qq blog, it helped me to remind of my memory of school. In the short 3 years, every classmate of mine, we own every different memroy. But the memory is made up with u and me. Hope the next life is more brilliant for my every classmate. 5月31日 .Little man wants to make big money... This is a thought i have been storing my head. When i get my first month of formal salary, it means i will put it into practise. Once i said to some of my friends even my partents that when having saved for 100 thousand RMB, i will plan to get married. Also i will reach this goal within 2.5 years. Someone has doubted it. So, for not losing face in front of my friends, i will try my best to reduce this deadline. For more detailed consideration, i have to get back my marriage goal. It's a little bit unreasonable. All right, my deadline is 2010.12.12. I hope i can still stick to my blog at that time. At that time, when i resee this blog, i will feel more self-pround than now.5月24日 . Erase ur tears, u can be more stronger..................
Sadness can't be compared with well living. Shock can't be compared with re-arrangement. Sorrow can't be compared with re-arranging confidence. For all disaster people 5月11日 .
M is for the million things she gave me ——Howard Johnson 4月20日 .Silence doesn't make any sense. What it can bring to me is to be more and more degraded. Happiness will come to you even without too much effort. Today witnesses it's wrong. It's just a kind of silly thought that is thought out by a silly man. In conclusion, happiness belongs to every person who traces it. Love me more can bring more happiness. Recently, some old songs come to me accidently. It reminds me lots of memory. Extract something bad from my head. then i will be more easy going, more self-adaptive, more open minded,more especial... 3月31日 .When only 16RMB left, what kind of mind did i got? Tonight, i felt it. No more action, what can i do? Seldom i will ask for any help from anyone. Especially during the period, i can find out who is my real brother. Lots of Thanks for ZD and DHH. maybe with the only word of 'thanks' can't stand for my internal thoughts. Anyhow by now, that is only what i can say and do. Maybe someday, my dearest friends, you want to my help. I will rush out in the frist place to offer my what i can do.Except that, what i can feel is that life is tought. When you face it, you should think out of any way to solve it. Aslo thanks any friends with my mention or not in this place. Without ur efforfts in my boring life, maybe i live more boring than now. But at this memont, i am happy. So i write it down to memorate what you have done for me. Finally, i decide to do something to seek for the new goal. I am gotte be special. Thanks.... My every dearest friends... 3月28日 .You have suffered from the big lose. After that, you win the dignity. Someone left the match when meeting big win. However, 22 big consecutive wins, you once owned. The second record of the history of NBA. You don't let every fans down. Once some of us lose heart. Finally, you bring courage back to us. I can still remember last season game clearly. Once being deeply broken, i still like watching games. Now, I get less and less chance to watch the live game. Everyday, when back home, it's good to browse news about you. Tonight, when seeing these pictures, i want to write something down. Maybe these can bring me more than the characters. Support every rocket man. Wish a happy life forever. 3月21日 .Write down evey tiny piece of polt, once happened in your and my life Run back every small piece of happiness, once owned by you and me Trace happiness Immerge into the past Pictures of you, pictures of me Before you say goodbye, i will leave Hold everything i own tightly, just like owning the furture 2月17日 .new era... I have been SHANGHAI for 6 days. From a familiar environment to another strange one, what i can and should do is to be more competive and adaptive. I need more time to know clear about surrounding environment, and put myself into it. I need to get well along with my colleagues. Also i meet a easy-going boss-calvin chen. He taught me lots that are related to knowledge of work and enterprise's rules. After one month, i think i will be different from the one i am. Consumption in SHANGHAI is quite high. Renting a apartment, daily diet, if you can't walk to your wokring place, also needing the traffic expenditure. So there is a funny saying to describe a couple of yong people living in shanghai--- month empty group. It means this group people don't have any salary left after paying for all these expenditure. It's been a long time for me to update my blog. I think i will update it more frequently. Deligent ,confident,innovative, these things are what i should own and go on keeping.Fighting... Aegon i am coming....
1月23日 .Time is flying so fast. If i ignore it, it passes so quietly. Looking back these days, i experienced lots of things including outside and inside situtaion. When i have gone through such a busy period, i find out other aspect of myself. When surrounding environment is becoming tougher and tougher, you don't even get any moment to think about it carefully. You should stand out for the first time to face these. Maybe we call it as the growth… I finally send my graduation thesis for anonymous audit. Thanks for my mentor xu. Without his efforts, maybe the situation is diferent as now. Also thanks my another mentor liu. Without her, today's situation is also different. Most of time, thanks every worm-hearted friends,mentors for their helps of my way for the graduation.hope i can a good reuslt of my thesis.
After having hunted a job for almost 2 months, eventually i get 2 offers. And finally i choose aegon insurance as my first job. The reason is that i like the staff of this enterprise, which lets me feel so confident. Also i meet a very gentle and easy-going leader. I think with my efforts, i can show a new era for aegon and me. Thanks aegon for offfering me a platform to show my talent. Shanghai, i am coming. Maybe long long ago, i have repeated it for thousands of times in my heart silently. I can remember it clearly with original passion. Before the final decision, i have been missed with you. Until i met a group of former classmates, it lets me feel so warm in such a strange city. Then i realise that friends are the basic things i need in my life. Maybe most of people like me. Here, wish in the upcoming mouse year, god bless you, my every dearest friend. For the end of this log, there is still something that i can't win or complete it without any regrets or guilts. Harming somebody with any special attention. Maybe it's the excuse. I just ask for an excuse for me once again. Once again i feel a little bit self-centered. Until now, i still don't know how to put an end to this story. Also i don't know whether i will make the same mistake again. Hope i can meet someone that i will not make the same mistake. At least, i hope that person can make the same mistake to me beforing my beginning. No matter how, i know there is a long way to go. Hope my heart peaceful as the water. I can see the essence of the things. Once i own this, i think i can win the whole world.… 11月5日 .Happy birthday…sep. 4th … Writing on the train of back school, Seldom, I have this opportunity to write my mood in this situation. The surrounding environment is neither very quiet nor very noisy. However it is fit for me to write down my short sentiment. I meant to tell you the secret. Every time, when meeting with you, always you have fewer words with me. So, many thoughts burying in my inner heart are out of my head temporarily. Anyhow both of us are changing. I am getting close to you. While you are more like to me gradually. So, every sweet word will show great honey power for me. It tastes sweeter. After leaving there, I also make a promise to you, which is related to the secret. So one year is a short time comparably. Sep.4th,10：37AM..”:-P记得要想我” When receiving this kind of message from you for the first time, I can feel gentleness from the every word. Fatigue conquered me on the way of back school. I can’t stop taking a nap on the train, especially on the traffic bus. When getting school, I fell into my bed with eating anything. When I woke up, my head was full of you. Anyhow you seldom will say something like this. It’s the symbol that I stand a more important place in your inner heart. I feel cold now. Maybe I catch a cold. Hope cold is not unwilling to leave like the miss. Recently, school’s life is busy. Forcing me to finish my final work, I know it will be over soon. Meanwhile thanks for doctor liu’s sincere help. Without her help, finishing it is really a tough problem for me. The next step is to find a satisfied job. Competition is hard. I am feeling of the insufficient of major knowledge. So, trying to learn something in a short time is really necessary. I know there will be much difference before getting a job and after it. I hope regain my original confidence, which should become stronger after meeting you. Tonight, miss u… 10月18日 .Message from love…
Oct. 16th, 14：05 PM…”:-D, 可以啊 那你得烧糖醋鱼给我吃”
Bud of love was beginning at that moment. When I arrive in the crossroad of work and study, god favors me finally. Recently, I am always worrying about my poor memory. So, I have to write down every important thing and data. I haven’t thought it comes so peacefully and quietly, which features permanence. After having tasted this period time that has lasted for about 3 years, I finally choose the quietest beginning. I know it’s the outside quietness that I always want to reach. Fortunately, at the age of 26, I can fully face this situation after experiencing volumes of people and things. There is no reason for me not to cultivate this piece of sentiment more carefully devotedly. Loving her doesn’t need too much words, however needs lots of patience to observe her every slight behavior. Until now, I haven’t told u a night dream of my childhood, also can’t believe it’s so marvelous. I dreamed a girl who will be my later wife, and also the name. Before meeting u, it called to my mind occasionally. Every time, I would let it go with a smile. When meeting u, u also cheated me with a self-thought name. After having known that, my fairy tale still lies in my head quietly as I take u as my friends. Formerly, I didn’t know u truly. Thankfully, I get the chance to know u more finally. Since I have this luck to own this fantastic story, taking so much time to get together with u is worthy. After all, I have more time to cultivate it.
她…
一直很安静，和我很像
经常会脸红，怎么也想不来是工作了快三年的人
不知道回答问题的时候，经常会说可不可以做选择题
吃东西很少，喜欢趴着睡觉，甚至会把头埋进被子，让脚呼吸
孩子气，偶尔也会安慰人
耐心，善良…
10月16日 .Speaking out of internal ideas loudly… it needs courage. After that, maybe getting liberation or not, I don’t care. The result of intermediate English interpretation seems to be a little bit satisfaction. When preparing for the second part exam, I realize it is out of range of my ability. Anyhow English is not my native language. When I realize the importance, it seems to be a little bit late. Meanwhile my confidence is reduced by half. Especially at the crucial time, every step can’t own the restarted chance. Whether success of this time or not is not depended by me. but I think the later future depends on me. |
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